The meaning of the song is basically about confusion, mental anguish and anxiety.

"What's wrong with me, why do I feel like this" I'm going crazy now"

"Out my life, out my head don't wanna think about it. Feels like I'm going insane"

"Release me from this curse I'm in trying to maintain but I'm strugglimg"

Listen to lyrics properly people. You understand it better also watch her facial expressions in the music video. "No more gas in the red" She fans herself then she facing forward then looks behind her like something is talking to her.

Where she is imprisoned being guarded by two guards her eyes have been rolled to the back of her head.

"Its a thief in the night to come and grab you it can creep up inside and consume you" I suffer from anxiety and depression myself and I always feel like I am being watched in my own flat.

"Release me from this curse I'm in trying to maintain but I'm struggling" she can't escape the thoughts and feelings inside her mind.